how do you feel when someone waits for you? let me speak clearer. how do you feel when you are feeling insecure, maybe in an unfamiliar place and all of a sudden out of the blue you see a familiar face. someone to anchor your almost seaworthy vessel in a turbulent ocean of relational interaction. isn't that the best!
I recently found myself alone. longing for a friend in the midst of an uncomfortable out of place moment. I looked left...and right...and left again, but there was no one there to bail me out. no one to anchor to. I thought about leaving...actually i almost left, but then I realized that if I left I would just be robbing myself out of whatever moment I was about to walk out of...any why would I do that?
I'm here to tell you that you ARE capable. you ARE strong enough to do this on your own. I'm not sure if that resonates with you or not...but I think it might. it does for me.
I hope you're well. take care...