child of god, lover of sharon, father of 5, future farmer...oh, and i play a little guitar too.
Monday, November 21, 2011
I went surfing today...for the first time in a long time and I'm not quite sure what I was expecting, but it didn't measure up. my life has been in major need of release lately. I feel like if I could bottle and sell all the tension in my back to a rubber band company I just might be able to retire on Friday. I'm getting off topic....
as I got in the water I realized that I was putting way too much stock in the healing power of the ocean. why did I do that? what was a really expecting?
I'm not sure if I can pin point what I need, nor what it will take to relieve it...but I know that a constant barrage of trauma isn't the answer...and that seems to be all I've been getting lately.
even though today wasn't all I had hoped, I think I'll keep trying...something.